Sometimes my words aren't sufficient. So here are words from Oswald over the last few days. Be encouraged.
It is not a matter of right and wrong, but a matter of God taking you through a way that you temporarily do not understand.
If all you see is a shadow on the face of the Father right now, hang on to the fact that He will ultimately give you clear understanding, and will fully justify Himself in everything that He has allowed into your life.
Even the very smallest thing that we allow in our lives that is not under the control of the Holy SPirit is completely sufficient to account for spiritual confusion.
Spiritual confusion can only be conquered through obedience. As soon as we obey, we have discernment.
God never forces a person's wil into surrender, and He never begs. He patiently waits until that person willingly yields to Him.